It's late.

I can't sleep tonight, which is really weird because I've been really tired this week. This is my last busy week (school-wise) until finals so I'm looking forward to it being over. I think the time change has screwed a lot of people up. I know it's really nice to have light so late in the evening but I don't like waking up to darkness every morning. I slept in by an hour and a half on Tuesday and was late for work. It just takes a lot to get up that early when you don't have the sun shining for you. Oh well.
I think I can't sleep because I have a lot on my plate (like most people this time of year), which is a lot to think about.
I think working four days a week has caught up to me - it's hard to work an 8 hour day and then have to go to school afterwards, only to wake up the next day and have to do it all over. It can take a lot out of you. I've realized that I am the kind of person that can't leave work at work - I go home and think about it...probably because a lot has been going on at the office and trying to get a position full-time is something you have to prepare for, which is what I've been doing lately. I really have to work on seperating the office from home.
School's been not too bad lately - I handed in my last paper today and just have to finish Friday nights Abnormal Psych mid-term and then I can have a little 'break' until April. Will be nice in the summer, only taking one class instead of four.
Ok I'm losing my concentration, which is a good sign. I'll give sleep a second try now and hopefully a late night tonight won't result in me sleeping in again.

' he was my kryptonite. '

Ew...ever wake up thinking 'did that actually happen?'. Anywho, I've been thinking as I write my Motivation paper, which is on self-efficacy in difficult circumstances...Guys...I tell you, they are everywhere when you don't want them to be. I've been trying to avoid the whole rebound/back-up/dating scene, and it hasn't been going too well. Until now, haha, I am fed up so I'm taking a time-out. It's so frustrating to have opportunities but you decide not to pursue them because you're the girl who likes someone who is incapable of giving you what you need out of a relationship and you've already used every piece of your self-esteem to keep them.