'lonelily'

So. It's been quite the couple of weeks. I almost forgot my password to the Blog - it's been awhile. I haven't had a chance to really sit back and take everything in yet...School's been busy....school + work is crazy. I'm thinking of maybe dropping a class? I'm not sure. I just think it would help me gain some control of academics and work together. Anyway, so tonight I am not feeling too well....you know what happens when you're sick: you feel like you'll never be happy or healthy again. You got it. So I think I'm the loneliest I've ever been...it's a pretty miserable feeling actually and you'll do almost anything to make it stop. Even laundry. I decided to put some clothes in the wash as I had been digging into my grade 12 clothes this week. It's Friday night - I figured it would be quiet, and I wasn't disappointed. Although...I kinda was because I would have killed for company. Anyway, so I spent 15 minutes leaning over my washer, just thinking. Sometimes you don't know what you're thinking about until a question like ' so what do I do now?' comes to mind. On an episode of Rachael Ray a couple weeks ago, there was this Life Coach talking about making goals for yourself and how you're supposed to seperate them into categories such as school, work, relationship and you. I think it gives you an idea of what your priorities are and what's important to you. It gives you a good focus, maybe even a distraction. It's nice to know that you're working towards something.